Ghost

Stepped on the scales. And it wasn’t just me feeling fat. I am. Well, labs are being done today and then it’s off to LA. I should be taking off probably this Sunday. The most disappointing part would have to be that I wish I was just a tiny bit thinner before I went. Now I just feel like the fat kid with a made up eating disorder. I hope the new doctor I see doesn’t feel the same after seeing me. I must look gigantic…

I’m so scared right now I’m shaking. he eating clinic called me back today. It looks like if I get my labs done tomorrow I could be taking off for LA Thursday or Friday. Suddenly I’m terrified.

lorenapaolasrecovery:

THAT IS THE ONLY THING I HATE ABOUT CUTTING :(

lorenapaolasrecovery:

THAT IS THE ONLY THING I HATE ABOUT CUTTING :(

I say ‘sorry’ a lot. Mostly because I feel like everything is my fault.

(Source: hi-imcaitlyn)

finallygorgeous:

love it.

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